Failing

Well it has been too stinking long. And I have failed miserably. Well time to get back on the horse. I seem to be at a stand still. I got really discouraged when I was told the surgery would cost me 17,000 dollars and shoot Id rather spend that on a vacation or pay bills. But I have spent half my life overweight and limiting the fun I have. I hate going to the beach and I used to spend summers there. aLL i CAN SAY IS &*y&^%^%%$ HA JUST IN CASE CHILDREN READ THIS.