Its been so long.

I just saw how its been since April since I last blogged. Wow. I have been super super busy. Now we have 16 employees. And that doesnt include Him and I. Needless to say getting in shape is the last thing I have been able to do. Maybe one day. I am starting a new one. It must be the hundreth one I have been on wish me luck. I still would like the lap band surgery but it cost 17,000 dollars. Never seems to be enough time for me to just focus on me. I think if I could devote all my time to me maybe it would be easier. UGH