Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Battle of the Mind or Something ELse?

This afternoon I hit a major wall. I am not sure if it psychological or if I am really hungry. Strange huh. It is suggested that you eat at the same times on HCG and I agree totally. It is what my body says I should do. But after work I just wanted to freaking eat, like scarf something down. Like real food. My husband bless his little pea picking heart bought like 2# each of ham and cheeses(provolone and cheddar) from the deli. I asked WHY so much he said he knew after he done it he bought too much. Duh that sounds like a no brainer. So I was hungry and waiting for him to get home so I could cook for all of us. He wanted to go out to the garage and piddle for an hour but it was already 5:30 and I had been struggling for two hours not to cheat. Needless to say I got pissy(kinda). He said he would wait. Then he could tell I was having a hard time. So he asked what he could do to help me. Which was nice. My answer to him was to fix me a ham and cheese sandwich with mayo. Lets just say the look on his face was priceless. ha he didn't expect that answer. Well I survived the overwhelming temptation.
I will be purchasing a pregnancy test cause I am wondering if the hunger is more than just in my mind? Its a thought. Or maybe I am doing to much research on p3 recipes lol.
All I know is that I want to be successful on p2 and not cheat by eating something that's not on the protocol by Dr. Simeon's. I know that p3 will be more successful if I don't cheat.
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
I need to remind myself that over and over. I don't want to be the fat girl anymore. Dang it I want to not have to hold my stomach in. I want to be able to tuck shirts in. Geesh I haven't done that in 18 years. I want to go on vacations and not worry that I cant do something. And you know what I'm overweight but I'm still pretty hott :P I'm told so all the time :P Maybe its just my attitude but I don't care I will take a compliment any day!!!!!!!!!!!!!


helderheid said...

I test my HCG after I mix a batch just to rule that out ahead of time. Good luck! How long have you been at this again?

LOVE your cartoons.


Miss Mary said...

Today is my 21st day doing injections. So r1 p2 d21