Battle of the Mind or Something ELse?

This afternoon I hit a major wall. I am not sure if it psychological or if I am really hungry. Strange huh. It is suggested that you eat at the same times on HCG and I agree totally. It is what my body says I should do. But after work I just wanted to freaking eat, like scarf something down. Like real food. My husband bless his little pea picking heart bought like 2# each of ham and cheeses(provolone and cheddar) from the deli. I asked WHY so much he said he knew after he done it he bought too much. Duh that sounds like a no brainer. So I was hungry and waiting for him to get home so I could cook for all of us. He wanted to go out to the garage and piddle for an hour but it was already 5:30 and I had been struggling for two hours not to cheat. Needless to say I got pissy(kinda). He said he would wait. Then he could tell I was having a hard time. So he asked what he could do to help me. Which was nice. My answer to him was to fix me a ham and cheese sandwich with mayo. Lets just say the look on his face was priceless. ha he didn't expect that answer. Well I survived the overwhelming temptation.
I will be purchasing a pregnancy test cause I am wondering if the hunger is more than just in my mind? Its a thought. Or maybe I am doing to much research on p3 recipes lol.
All I know is that I want to be successful on p2 and not cheat by eating something that's not on the protocol by Dr. Simeon's. I know that p3 will be more successful if I don't cheat.
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.

I need to remind myself that over and over. I don't want to be the fat girl anymore. Dang it I want to not have to hold my stomach in. I want to be able to tuck shirts in. Geesh I haven't done that in 18 years. I want to go on vacations and not worry that I cant do something. And you know what I'm overweight but I'm still pretty hott :P I'm told so all the time :P Maybe its just my attitude but I don't care I will take a compliment any day!!!!!!!!!!!!!