Sunday, October 25, 2009
The last few days have been a real struggle. First traveling to Sam's and being surrounded by all the yummy food. Then we had to get ready for our monthly home group bible study and we are the host house and the speakers. O my gosh had to cook for that. Its difficult to cook and not to taste. I made a banana bread cause I had some ripe bananas and a pecan cookie bar. And sliced some strawberries and a bowl of whipped cream, so I can eat the strawberries and not look like odd duck out.I was hoping no one noticed me not eating the usual. Two couples bought hot wings. Boy they smelled delicious. :P I ate my strawberries and hot tea. There is still stuff left over but Im bringing it all to the office. I have 15 employees who can eat it before they load there trucks :)needless to say I felt very weak and wanting to eat it so bad. But I didnt.
I am praying I can stay on track but last few days have been extremely hard. Im not hungry I just want to eat! I mean really eat.I hope this passes.